I wanna be in bed.
I guess that massage is out of the question tonight so… yeah I’ll just get in bed and curl into a ball and stay that way. That’ll help.
We’ll have time tomorrow. I’m exhausted, B.
No, I understand. I’m fine with just getting in bed. I’m exhausted too.
I wanna be in bed.
I guess that massage is out of the question tonight so… yeah I’ll just get in bed and curl into a ball and stay that way. That’ll help.
rachelpressedberry replied to your post: Quinn, Rachel… thank you for having us over, we…
Okay. Bye.
…I …okay, bye.
Quinn, Rachel… thank you for having us over, we need to go now though.
I need to go out in the hall and… have a moment to cry and get that out. Sorry.
Come here.
Thank you. I’m sorry. I… I’m sorry… I…
It’s okay, Brittany.
I don’t know if I can do any more. It’s… it’s a lot tonight.
Okay, we’ll go.
Thank you.
I need to go out in the hall and… have a moment to cry and get that out. Sorry.
Come here.
Thank you. I’m sorry. I… I’m sorry… I…
It’s okay, Brittany.
I don’t know if I can do any more. It’s… it’s a lot tonight.
I need to go out in the hall and… have a moment to cry and get that out. Sorry.
Come here.
Thank you. I’m sorry. I… I’m sorry… I…
We have already apologized for not keeping it to ourselves for a few days.
I know. But I… mentioned that one sentence replies feel hollow to me without some depth added to it. Which is why I’m trying to talk with you and saying how I feel so you’d do the same and… then it feels real and not like it’s just being said and not felt.
I need to go outside.
I need to go out in the hall and… have a moment to cry and get that out. Sorry.
I’m just frustrated…I have been and I’m letting you know what I want.
I already knew you were frustrated and wanted me to make up with them. I just… please, Santana, support me now and yell at me later if you have to. I need a rock. Especially now because I think me wanting to talk and explain and hear their reason and feelings is just making them give up and get angry at me, even while I’m trying to just make sure everything is said so I can honestly and fully accept an apology and it wont be a problem in the future.
You’re saying that like I meant it in some really black and white way and not in the exact same way you’re using it… but okay, I’ll leave that one.What I’m saying is that there are many, many factors involved in what ultimately leads to the decision to get married, and it’s overly simplistic and factually incorrect to say that we used what happened at McKinley as our reason to decide to get married.
I’m not stupid, I’ve been married. I didn’t mean it was the only reason. But it did start it. If it hadn’t happened, would you have gotten married that day? But like I already said, I was letting it go already. It’s one piece of what hurt me, not the whole thing. It was just one of all the things that was already going on that made the situation hurt more. But the part that was the worst was definitely how it happened so soon after a near-death experience and you two were talking about it and going on about how happy you were. And neither of you cared about how being in that situation where right after the biggest scare someone’s ever had happen to them they also have to see their friends… who didn’t even talk to them to ask how they were… were already marrying each other and saying how happy they were and they didn’t seem to care that it was hurtful to deal with it.
No one’s saying you have to spell it out for them, but you have to show some kind of reciprocation…involve yourself in the conversation more.
I think I have been talking more too, since they started talking more…
You weren’t at first.
Are you really telling me off right now? Because please don’t, I’m already not keeping myself together very good, and I don’t want to cry here in front of them. I’m trying so hard not to.
I would just really like for you to try to let this go.
I thought that I was right this very moment… I thought that was why we’re talking? I see everyone is assuming that I’m not accepting their apologies just because I’m talking back and they’re already giving up.
rachelpressedberry replied to your post: What happened at the school was not the reason…
There’s a big difference between something sparking a conversation that eventually lead to a discussion about getting married and the ultimate decision to do so, and getting married BECAUSE of that something.
You’re saying that like I meant it in some really black and white way and not in the exact same way you’re using it… but okay, I’ll leave that one.
No one’s saying you have to spell it out for them, but you have to show some kind of reciprocation…involve yourself in the conversation more.
I think I have been talking more too, since they started talking more…
You weren’t at first.
Are you really telling me off right now? Because please don’t, I’m already not keeping myself together very good, and I don’t want to cry here in front of them. I’m trying so hard not to.
No one’s saying you have to spell it out for them, but you have to show some kind of reciprocation…involve yourself in the conversation more.
I think I have been talking more too, since they started talking more…
